Loud Silence
Its so loud inside inside my head, its louder than i had expected. And the silence is expansive yet numb.. The overall effect is deeper than it seems. Its not shallow not momentary.. The defining moment is still to come, there is more to everything.. Silence is expanding its wings and flooding the thoughts. There is insight into what is happening.. There is inability to react, inability to acknowledge the emotions attached.. Something is dormant inside, something is amiss.. Speaking up and distractions don't help.. Crying doesn't do much either, loneliness settles inside.. When there is a need of someone no-one is available.. Dude are things OK is the sentence that can trigger unexpected responses. The mind wants answers quickly as its tired of the dullness, its open to solutions but not complications. There are suggestions as well as guidance still there is no openness no clarity.