Thoughts

A feeling of emptiness in the pit of stomach makes me cringe at the the thought of a huge part of my heart which is now missing.. I had started believing that the things which started will last till the end; "A fairy-tale style." All the time i gave myself this reason that it wasn't going to last so why think too much. Yet it would not happen like that and result of it all was stress and accumulation of these nonsensical thoughts which affected my work and were visible on my face. When i saw myself in the mirror i realized the length to which i had cursed myself. It was the day that helped me want things from life, i viewed people from a different perspective, started chanting a mantra that no matter what i will not stop. Your life doesn't stop here, you have a role to fulfill, a goal to achieve. Things like this are only shaping us for the bigger role. Open your eyes and broaden your perspective to see what you missed earlier, it will show you the distance you'v

Soul searching trying to find what is hidden beneath that skin... Trying to seek the answers for the who, the why, the where and the how... The who's who is clearly important to all of us as we try to help others first and wanna know what is important for them! We sideline our own to do list and pile our plate with others goals! So, honestly is it soul searching???? NO.. If we had tried to look into the issues closely we would have found a way out, or in some cases answers for the same! But we chose to take the diversion first and then approach our destination. If we really wanna seek explanations, solutions or alternatives we only have to ask ourselves the same.

Trust that is unsaid, unstated Loyalty that is taken for granted Its a sticky tape that sticks two people, their heart and also their soul Its immaterial and doesn't require gifts It only requires a communication, a connection that cements it with strength It's painted with colors of our love and memories For me it's a stamp that says YOU BELONG TO ME AND I TO YOU I owe you every ounce of faith and loyalty and explanation And yes all that I've done can't be undone but yes I can mend my mistakes and my behavior. Please forgive me! I miss you tons and want you to always be there as my bfff!! Love you loads baby <3 mwah!

The time passes by, you're still stuck at the same phase! Why? Just coz you're thinking about the same how's, when's and why's... Even if you stop indulging in your routine tasks your life hasn't come to a standstill. It is also moving with the passing time. Then why shouldn't we live with it and move along with it. The things that happened with us. The troubles that we faced are the lessons that the life is trying to teach us. Make us strong and build that strength that will help us in coping with all those troubles and hurdles coming our way!

We explore and mold ourselves.. the phase of training belongs to our adolescence,  the who's, why's and what's are its part and parcel.. the adrenaline rush, the feeling of high!  ah.. it feels great to be a part of this world... is it really that great? Or does it have a hidden meaning!? When we look around we have a support group, a circle where we belong, or feel we belong to, the times with them are countless, and the fun is endless.. still we end up with questions that are useless. The questions that probably have their root in our unconscious... introspection, introspection and introspection!!!! Yes, answers are within us, still there are questions the answer's to which are with other's. All we need to do is find these answers which will increase our curiosity and we will grow as an individual.