Thoughts

A memory can haunt you for the entire lifetime... The exact version plays in my mind like a broken tape recorder repeating those instances like they happened just a moment back.. The things i fear the most have come in front of my eyes and i can see the worst in everything around.. It's beautiful too as my mind has definitely captured quiet many moments that came all these years, all those smiles, funny moments, high moments with family or friends. All these people and moments do have had their effect on me through thick or thin.. They made me travel through my own road less known to me.. Let me have my own set of adventures.. The rough patches, the bad mood days and the list is endless.. These times did have their own charm as I saw a different part of me, a part that i didn't experience generally.. Now as I look back and see I laugh on those instances that made me give those expressions.. I see how immaturity brought a new level of maturity.. All tiny instances made up...

A date 14th Feb.. And a day of love as stated..  A week of Valentine's... Ah I wanna say that can have a taste of it too?? But my heart says you already have it everyday.. The smell of roses, the proposals I make to myself and others, the chocolates I give and eat, the teddys I have, the endless promises I make and break, The hugs I have received and given, And the unlimited kissies in my lap.. All of it have brought itself the hopeless & die hard romantic in me & probably everyone else too :) The D Day has love all over the place.. It's all red and full of colors.. All the movie channels showing love like never before.. Ugh im in the category of people who are involved in fantasy hopeless romance... The cherry on the cake is the rain, the tiny droplets on the cars windscreen or my window pane just adds to the lovely aura.. I'm having coffee in one hand and a romantic novel in another, my bag has temptations (rum and raisins), some red roses and my diary.. The thu...

9 years ago we met, naive and having our own perceptions... We were among the first few to inhabit the place that became an integral part in shaping our lives. Gradually we got to know one another and we cemented our relationship with trust and understanding along with a unsaid loyalty that we will stay with each other no matter what.. A time came when we both wavered from each other and took a different direction and found other people better.. Yet after sometime when you realized that it was a roller-coaster ride you came back with a happydent smile.. The space we shared and still share has been lovely, with all those meetings and time spent we saw the world with new glasses everyday! The new hideouts that we found and even those celebrations had a different meaning altogether when you were there..  The things we shared, the fun we had, our sneak-outs, our cake baking, pizza making, unlimited coffees, runaway movies, those porno talks, or even spiritual ones were al...

The bright lights, The colored sky... The silence of the night, The sleeping class deep in sleep... The subconscious and unconscious world at play bringing out what I only see at this hour of the darkness!!! Last night while dreaming I saw myself feeling a myriad of emotions. All of them made me pass through the different contexts attached to them.. There were no rules, no boundaries and no limits, I could stay there till I wanted to. Sitting there all alone I refreshed those times which are already present and will be coming... The images were vivid and their presence itself was breathtaking! It all felt like I had imprinted upon time and it all was just a glimpse of things that might arrive. I was flying, falling and sailing through those feelings that had laid themselves upon me and were now hatching their little videos of their own. In my subconscious I know there are few things that make their presence felt even during my conscious state and that's what my gut says! The o...