Thoughts

The time i stepped into the class i felt like "i don't belong here." My gaze shifted from one group to another in a frantic effort to catch an accepting gaze. Then, my eyes fell on a bunch with a beaming smile but high on "ego". Gradually, i had a few people whom i could call my friends. Yet, my eyes would flicker towards you. I tried to utilize the skills i acquired to know more about you. But, i failed and left things mid way. Finally came a day when you approached me and with a little effort i saw a different you. We started interacting showing a different self everyday. As a group member left, you were a lone ranger in the scenario. I took you in and we ended up knowing similarities in one another. Barring the age difference, barring all odds i knew i had to work to save it all. As i worked i saw you took a step forward and we began moving at a fast pace. Spending time and sharing experiences, some nice, some bad.. Came a day when i was in a fix and

A bucketful of experiences.. When I look back I received unconditional support in my first job. Pampered by everyone!!!! I was able to learn and experience things which is going to stay with me for a long long time. I did things, made mistakes and even felt miserable at times. I think all of this made me a better person. The people I came across a set of people who kept me grounded. I met my partners in crime and to mention it that during those endless group sessions I came out of my shell. I miss you guys and somewhere I know I'll not be able to share the same with anyone else. P.S. you made me meet someone whose dear to me now! The months and weeks spent in happiness and tension. I was surprised to see how I started accommodating new elements. My mind probably repressed a few things making them just a facet of time. As, I now see myself assimilating the same I feel a little wise. I'm managing things even preaching a few to one's I meet.. Time takes a 360 degree tu

Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or mistake, but you're not supposed to question adults, or your coach or your teacher, because they make the rules. Maybe they know best, but maybe they don't. It all depends on who you are, where you come from. Should you always do what others tell you to do? Sometimes you might not even know why you're doing something. I mean any fool can have courage. But honor, that's the real reason for you either do something or you don't. It's who you are and maybe who you want to be... A person's will and decisions make him/her build up the courage to face things the hardest way. Finding courage in the tiniest of things or moments to face the hard reality is the real deal. Keep pushing yourself, motivating yourself and build up the strength to face the reality.. Introspect yourself and find the truth... I found my moment of truth and my moment of courage when i had to push myself hard t