Perspectives..

My perspective is dented with a fresh coat of sanity.. The cues are more subtle and firmer.. I'm assessing and observing my new demeanor! These changes amaze me rather have a profound effect.. The reality bites are tangy and sweet. If this is what is being called self actualized?! Then probably I have found my calling..

This state of saneness is building up the feeling of high.. A state of being empowered. This mere consciousness of being there for self, being there for time and just being there is the new story.. The road's that I have already taken and revisited time and again are moments of the time that bring alive the things that I have grown out of.. The clicks on the timeline bring in the moments saved to be edited..

The puzzled person inside is unpuzzling itself! Unpacking the closed boxes of insight! I'm reliving and re-reading the infinite short stories that I'm writing for myself and the ones I had written earlier. The intentions being different.. The present stories focus on hope, change, agile & accelerated nature of time, truth and mere understanding of the concept of Perception & Individuality!

I'm experiencing the insurgence of innovative maturity. A streak of creativity combined with boredom.. There are short pauses and breaks to accept the change.. To let it sink in! I'm questioning, analyzing, re-questioning and re-analyzing myself..

The dented perspective is awaiting newer dents and newer paints.. And I'll continue with the question in my heart 'Am I Self Actualized?!'

To Be Continued...  

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