Thoughts

Photographs, books, newspapers cuttings, love-letters, trophies, certificates are a gateways to our past and present. Its a fun trip down our memory lanes :) It is a collection that is brazenly positive, built with a sense that the goodness, which it encapsulates, is meant to transcend time and pour itself out for generations to behold. They are triggers for pleasant memories. All this is part of our mind and is seen through our eyes! Our eyes are said to be the windows of the soul and they truly are, they can either make us look dull or gorgeous! Our pictures say it all, we just need a "say cheese" for it.. A smile worth a million words and eyes telling it all. If you want to look within yourself just go in front of the mirror and see your eyes they will provide you with all the answers you require. Looking deep into your eyes or another's, can be an uncomfortable experience because not all of us are prepared for the reality revealed. If we try to dwell deep withing...

We breathe, drink and eat expectations... The thoughts be it concrete and abstract are expectations. They are with us day in day out and mold our perceptions towards life! There are times when you find yourself stuck in a cycle of doom, these expectations help us take charge of our life once again.. Each and Everyone of us have our own favorite collection of things, our own to-do lists and list of wishes. Those wishes are like our carry-bags or wallet that we all to stay afloat and complete the things that we all wanna do in our entire lifetime. There are some of us who think expecting makes us over-think, stresses us and even lose our own-self with time. But, No! it is what makes us who we really are and what all we want to achieve. We all wonder "What If", "Had it not been like this" or "I wish".. Why think like this? And why let these If's govern us??? We can very well find courage to be the change and get things we want in life.. . Follow ...

I'm at crossroads and things seem to be in total confusion, I have to take a decision which will be life altering. My observation in this is that whatever decision we generally take during this time are 90% correct.. Finally i decided and set the pressure off. Its liberating yet a part is missing.. I smiling, following my routine, completing my tasks, socializing, Still something is unsettled inside.. Oh No! It is still YOU.. I have to finish you, chuck you out. Unknowingly - Knowingly things are shaping this way that i have accomplished my challenge. Now, i'm free but i'm confused.. I'm trying to figure out my steps ahead. Should i do this?? Should i not do this?? Oh, no!! I will end up the same way... All of them are saying this is right, get into this. But will i be able to do justice??? I'm in the dilemma of hurting someone's feelings in my way of happiness.. I don't wanna screw someone else's life for this happiness.. I will wait ...

The issues are visible, the complications are visible..... yet there is denial. There is a ready-made solution, an alternative path still i'm denying it. We're leading our lives even after being aware that things are different. We all know that the honeymoon phase doesn't last forever.... Still i'm clinging to it. Holding the only thread of my own hope that yes, i can accommodate and adjust to the changing times and mind.. There is drama, melodrama, and ironically Comedy.. As everyone around me is only stating the only word that i'm escaping from, that i'm denying. I don't want to come to this conclusion so soon. Dammit i lend it everything i had ever thought of. All my hopes have been pinned to the fact that the magic will return. The scratches and dents are now visible yet i'm denying to burst my own bubble. At last i find my knight who listens to me and understands what i really want. We chalk out somethings, make amends, do some homework...