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Coming Home

After a sabbatical of a year and a half I'm back at my favourite past time. This entire time i was on a journey to find myself in the new phase of life (Being a married woman). Well I'm still trying to figure myself in this phase but now i can say that im settling in. I do miss the people i left in Delhi when i moved to Mumbai but this Delhi - Mumbai - Delhi juggle is something that keeps me going. Now that I'm writing this post I'm listening to some chill songs and sitting in my comfy bed thinking of how this year and a half has been. I left at yelling love notes for my fiancee who now is my beloved husband. ' Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning 'Cause I give you all, all of me And you give me all, all of you - All of Me by John Legend The time moved at a fast pace and m

My Own Fairytale

I wished for a fairy tale & I got my real life fairy tale.. You lifted my spirits & brought my life back.. उस दिन दियान याद आज वी ताज़ा ने मेरे दिल च जद पहली वारी तू मेनू इक टक वेकेयह सी ते मेरी सारी कशमकशान नु तू परे करता जो बातें कही नही गई रही ना वो अनकही... आँखे थीं उनकी ज़ुबान और दिल ने गाई उसकी दास्तान... With your hands wrapped around me My heart is warm... With your hands in my hand I can see my future... तेरी गलां च मैं पावां  उस प्यार दिया छावां तू दिते मेनू ओह जज़्बात वे जेडे देखे सी मैं सिर्फ ख़्वाब च तुमसे प्यार करना है मेरी आदत उसे निभाना है मेरी चाहत

Struggles & Hurdles

To begin with these past two months have been crazy as I have felt the highest amount of pressure as I didn't feel the positivity that was my go to in our relationship. Babe I don't like arguing rather not even crying that's not me... I Love You and that's the truth from the time I met you... I know you also aren't liking the gap between our communication or the way you put it the de-sync feeling. We both know that this relationship needs our constant attention and the reason we are with each other is coz we both are each other's soulmate... Baby you're what pushes me to keep taking all the risks and efforts... I really want to keep the communication channels flowing and positive... I was hurt and I know you were too when we both shared our struggles with our families but we know that our happiness of being with each other clear those wrinkles and creases!!! We want to be with each other and that's what is important for US! So let's find ways to me

कुछ पल

वक़्त अगर वहीं थम जाता तो बात ही कुछ और होती.. आपकी नज़रों से ओझल होने की नौबत ही नही आती... थे जब आप सामने तब लगा सब अपना सा... अब यह सब लगता है बेगाना सा.... चाहते हैं कि रहे आप नज़रों के सामने.. पर वक़्त है कि यह भी ना माने.... समुद्र की लहरों की तरह चल रही है ज़िन्दगी... जिसमे आते हैं खुशी के वो चार दिन... पर फिर बन जाते है हम बैरागी.... और काटते हैं दिन रात तेरे बिन... बस लिए एक तमन्ना अपने दिल में... कर रहे हैं इंतेज़ार इन पलों के... जब होगा आपका साथ हमारे साथ.. और फिर बढ़ेगा आपका वो हाथ....

You

I don't know why you ask the reason for loving you! I don't know why you ask the reason you're so special for me! I know you've not asked me this but somewhere you feel why do I love you! The answer for all these is 'YOU' When I met you I was vulnerable and was carrying a baggage of a disturbed past. Hoping to find a person who'll accept me the way I am and also clear the stains of my past. The one who'll fit into the shoes of my dream man. Our meeting wasn't a chance one nor was it like the one I was expecting. It turned out to be the way I always wanted and wished for... We clicked and something stirred inside me.. I know I'm not perfect but you're perfect for me.. You're everything I wished for and prayed for.. You fit into my life and completed me.. In actual terms you're my soulmate the other half who was meant to happen to me! I chose you the way you are and the way you were with me.. I know there'll be times ahead wh

You Made it Special

Your every gesture has been special. Right from the day one when you complimented me for my dimples to calling me your soulmate. You flew down especially to meet me, that itself was huge. The surprise was something I couldn't have imagined.. Your gaze just brought additional colour to my cheeks! When we held hands I felt safe and secure. It felt as if I found someone who'll hold me when I need it the most.. Babe when you cuddled me and your arm was wrapped around my shoulder I had goosebumps (like literally)... You played those songs that I used to sing and at that time missed a companion with whom I could share the same.. I always thought how will it feel if I shared my interests and sat in a place where we could talk about anything!? I could see that happening in those 4 days... I began at 0% but now I know you that much to be able to commit to you for life... I gave my heart to you the day we started talking... Your openness opened the doors that I had closed earlier..

True Love

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       " Never knew this is what it feels like LOVE " I met you and I instantly knew it was you!! I went with a blank mind and you just filled it with thoughts about you... Finding ourselves in our long and crazy conversations we build a new relationship. With every passing day and night I felt closer to you.. Slowly you became the Chandler to my Monica and I opened my heart for you... You sensed my hesitation and worked on my motivation.. You coming to meet me felt just right and I had the memories of my life... Every meeting has been amazing and my confidence in us has just found a new meaning... For the our understanding is a truth behind our loves thats increasing :) A happy you is equal to a happy I!!! And I love us more than I ;) There is a song that reminds me of us forever... Love You :*