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The Only Woman In My Life

Two decades back I came into your life changing your perception towards the same... God brought me to you rather he brought you to me... You brought me up with all your positive efforts, all your love and all your affection. As days passed I grew older and started building my own world slowly shifting away from yours.. Probably bringing my world into yours.. You realised the change and brought in an magical change, a change that opened the closed doors... The walls between us shattered and I came closer to you. At that time I didn't know that it was a good choice but now when I see it was the best thing that could've happened. As the people around me don't share this.. With each passing day and each passing moment I just thank god for bringing you for me... You're special as I eagerly wait to share things, tell things and just vent out whatever is going on. You've been my BFF all along. I know I don't believe in this acronym but it's true as had you not...

Finding You!

The time i stepped into the class i felt like "i don't belong here." My gaze shifted from one group to another in a frantic effort to catch an accepting gaze. Then, my eyes fell on a bunch with a beaming smile but high on "ego". Gradually, i had a few people whom i could call my friends. Yet, my eyes would flicker towards you. I tried to utilize the skills i acquired to know more about you. But, i failed and left things mid way. Finally came a day when you approached me and with a little effort i saw a different you. We started interacting showing a different self everyday. As a group member left, you were a lone ranger in the scenario. I took you in and we ended up knowing similarities in one another. Barring the age difference, barring all odds i knew i had to work to save it all. As i worked i saw you took a step forward and we began moving at a fast pace. Spending time and sharing experiences, some nice, some bad.. Came a day when i was in a fix and...

Bazzingaaa!!!!!

A bucketful of experiences.. When I look back I received unconditional support in my first job. Pampered by everyone!!!! I was able to learn and experience things which is going to stay with me for a long long time. I did things, made mistakes and even felt miserable at times. I think all of this made me a better person. The people I came across a set of people who kept me grounded. I met my partners in crime and to mention it that during those endless group sessions I came out of my shell. I miss you guys and somewhere I know I'll not be able to share the same with anyone else. P.S. you made me meet someone whose dear to me now! The months and weeks spent in happiness and tension. I was surprised to see how I started accommodating new elements. My mind probably repressed a few things making them just a facet of time. As, I now see myself assimilating the same I feel a little wise. I'm managing things even preaching a few to one's I meet.. Time takes a 360 degree tu...

Courage :)

Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or mistake, but you're not supposed to question adults, or your coach or your teacher, because they make the rules. Maybe they know best, but maybe they don't. It all depends on who you are, where you come from. Should you always do what others tell you to do? Sometimes you might not even know why you're doing something. I mean any fool can have courage. But honor, that's the real reason for you either do something or you don't. It's who you are and maybe who you want to be... A person's will and decisions make him/her build up the courage to face things the hardest way. Finding courage in the tiniest of things or moments to face the hard reality is the real deal. Keep pushing yourself, motivating yourself and build up the strength to face the reality.. Introspect yourself and find the truth... I found my moment of truth and my moment of courage when i had to push myself hard t...

Simpatico

A complex soul always searches for simple activities... A simple soul always tries to make it to a level up! When we have tried and tested all our efforts on a cumbersome topic, we always wish it to be simple and easy... At last we do resort to things that are funny, weird yet a little less complex than the ones already tried.. Such issues are trivial yet they hold significance... They help me and I hope a few people out there seek an unusual answer to the hardest of questions.. The "road less traveled" is the one that does provide you with exceptionally simplest yet novel ideas... A simple approach does help me broaden my purview.. It does me stand out even when I'm part of the crowd.. While talking to a dear friend of mine, I realized that we are ready to go to an extreme extent to find a good night's sleep.. We do find ways to find that cushion that will support us and save us from the troubled future.. Just adding a little salt to a bland dish makes it tas...

Have we really lost our humanity?

As a school's community service I went to a Senior Citizen Home, being naive at that age I didn't know why there were all those Old People had been staying there and why had their families not kept them with themselves! Later as I grew up and knew the harsh realities of today's scenario (LIFE PER-SE) and was looking for employment I came across an organization which was working wonders with Old People and had been bridging the gap of communication between the two ages. Still, there is friction and harshness between our set of generation and our previous generation, we leave or want to leave our grandparents, except a handful of few who feel the need of them. While surfing the net I came across a picture of an old man who is having dementia and is left  to wander on streets and no one is caring a damn to help him. And it's just not our grandparents, it's also the children, and nature that is facing the ire of our inhumanity. We don't care or even want to car...

Crazy Mind

It's a phase when i'm unable to pull myself together and concentrate on things that are part of my routine.. And all of this is not because of the stereotypical reason of someone or something.. It's a time when my thoughts are wavering and are finding a new avenue where i can see myself or place myself.. These are one of those days when i like sitting alone or just passing time without meeting anyone, without a goal.. It's the phase where my mind is actually cleaning itself and setting its goals.. I'm neutral!!!!! Yes! there was a time when i had taken myself into a shell for things i had lost and was unable to disclose things to everyone i knew and trusted.. The time passed and i regained my conscience, i revisited the things i had moved away from and left behind and evaluated that some things had to retained and some things were better closed! Yes! there was a time when i was still holding onto things that were already dusted and rusted.. Which eventually van...